Clear Light of Day

by

Anita Desai

The Well Symbol Icon

The well behind the Das family’s house represents the siblings’ childhood—and their struggle to make sense of it. While they know of the well’s existence from a young age, they almost never see it: they are told to avoid it for safety reasons, it’s located in an unkempt part of the garden behind the house, and most importantly, it has a dark past. The family’s cow fell inside by accident one night and drowned, but its carcass was too heavy to pull out, so the family had no choice but to leave it inside to decompose. (This is particularly sinister because cows are holy to Hindus like the Das family.) One day, Bim and Tara wandered over to the well while playing as children, looked inside, and saw nothing but murky black water. They associate the well with death: Aunt Mira imagines dying there and Bim dreams of finding her aunt’s body floating there; Bim later comments that her dreams have been lost “down at the bottom of the well” and jokes about dying there, too.

Just as the dark secret of indifferent parents and an unhappy childhood forever shapes the siblings’ lives but often aren’t things they’re consciously aware of, the dark secret of the cow’s death hides somewhere beneath the murky surface of the well. Notably, the well itself reveals nothing about its history or true depth, just as the siblings cannot truly understand their childhoods. In the present-day parts of the novel, the adult siblings gaze into their past much as Bim and Tara gazed into the well as children. They grasp for these hidden secrets but realize that memory is imperfect and the people they most need to hear from (their deceased parents) are already gone. The most they can do is speculate, compare stories, and build new relationships in the future.

The Well Quotes in Clear Light of Day

The Clear Light of Day quotes below all refer to the symbol of The Well. For each quote, you can also see the other characters and themes related to it (each theme is indicated by its own dot and icon, like this one:
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Part 3 Quotes

The water at the bottom was black, with an oily, green sheen. […] The cow had never been hauled out. Although men had come with ropes and pulleys to help the gardener, it had proved impossible. She had been left to rot: that was what made the horror of it so dense and intolerable. The girls stared, scarcely breathing, till their eyes started out of their heads, but no ghostly ship of bones rode the still water. It must have sunk to the bottom and rooted itself in the mud, like a tree. There was nothing to see—neither hoof nor horn nor one staring, glittering eye. The water had stagnated and blackened, closing over the bones like a new skin. But even the new skin was black now and although it stank, it gave away nothing.

Related Characters: Tara, Bim, The Cow
Related Symbols: The Well
Page Number: 118
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The Well Symbol Timeline in Clear Light of Day

The timeline below shows where the symbol The Well appears in Clear Light of Day. The colored dots and icons indicate which themes are associated with that appearance.
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Family, Love, and Forgiveness Theme Icon
Memory, Change, and Identity Theme Icon
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...One night, Aunt Mira tears off her clothes and starts to scream about jumping into the well. Bim brings her brandy, but as she drinks, she drops her glass, and her head... (full context)
Part 3
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Memory, Change, and Identity Theme Icon
Gender and Indian Culture Theme Icon
...cow. It produces delicious milk, but one night that spring, it wanders away, falls into the well , and drowns. The mother and father are furious, and Aunt Mira has nightmares about... (full context)
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Memory, Change, and Identity Theme Icon
...through the hedges into the back garden. They follow him and end up next to the well. Gazing down at the black water, they look for signs of the cow, which decomposed... (full context)
Part 4
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Memory, Change, and Identity Theme Icon
...hero, but she concludes that those dreams have been lost “down at the bottom of the well. ” She jokes that she’ll die there just like the cow. (full context)