Dear America

Dear America

by

Jose Antonio Vargas

Dear America: Part 2, Chapter 12: Purgatory Summary & Analysis

Summary
Analysis
When the Post editor Kevin Merida called Vargas to congratulate him on winning the Pulitzer Prize, Vargas’s first response was fear: “What if anybody finds out?” News spread fast, even to the Philippines. And Lola called him, frightened. Vargas hung up on her, ran to the office bathroom, and cried. He realized that lying about his status was ruining his life—even his successes. He had to stop, but he didn’t know how. He was so, so tired of passing.
Fame makes hiding, passing, and lying much more difficult—which explains Vargas’s counterintuitive reaction to winning the Pulitzer and Lola’s panicked phone call. Meanwhile, Vargas’s sense of anxiety and despair shows that he was wrong to expect that working hard and contributing to his society would “earn” him his citizenship and make him feel at home in the U.S. He needed to find another way to resolve his sense of unbelonging and open up about his status.
Themes
Citizenship, Belonging, and Identity Theme Icon
Family, Love, and Intimacy Theme Icon
Immigration Politics and Policy Theme Icon
Quotes