Gilead

by

Marilynne Robinson

Gilead: Pages 39-43 Summary & Analysis

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John has always been tall; it runs in his family. Because of this, people always assumed he was older than his age, and he became adept at pretending he understood more than he did. This became a useful skill throughout life. He’s telling his son this so that his son will know he isn’t a saint and that he’s gotten more respect than he deserves, even gained a reputation for wisdom because of his huge library of books—many of them unread. But for much of his life, he read out of loneliness, even finding human company in bad books.
John wants his son to understand that things aren’t always what they appear. For example, looking older than his age allowed John to claim a sense of authority he hadn’t earned. Likewise, his massive book collection gained him a reputation for greater wisdom than he deserves. Though there’s no indication that John used these advantages unfairly, he still might have. In reality, John is simply an ordinary man who’s often been lonely.
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Often when people saw light in John’s study late at night, it just meant that he’d fallen asleep in his chair. He chose not to disillusion his flock in their kind assumptions about their pastor, mainly because he never wanted their sympathy—something he’d much rather give than receive. Boughton was the only person whose comfort he never minded. He wishes his son knew what Boughton was like in his prime.
John doesn’t enjoy other people’s pity or being vulnerable with most people, Boughton being one notable exception. This suggests that John often holds back his emotions, perhaps even while writing to his son—something the reader should be aware of when John talks about his life.
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Thinking about Boughton’s fine preaching reminds John of his stacks of old sermons. He supposes it’d be best to burn them, but he knows that would upset his wife. It’s embarrassing to have written so much and now have to find a way to dispose of it all. Of course, he meant every word he wrote at the time. But now it’s awful to think of reading 50 years’ worth of his own deepest thoughts.
John doesn’t believe that his preaching over the years has been worthless, but now that he’s approaching death, he seems to believe that the sermons’ time is past, and that they’re not worth keeping around. In a sense, he poured himself into the sermons, and the prospect of spending his last months or years revisiting his younger self—as opposed to enjoying his present life—doesn’t seem worth it.
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Of course it’s natural to wonder about those sermons, since John pastored hundreds of souls over the years. To this day, he sometimes still wakes up at night thinking of something he should have said, or suddenly understanding what someone meant, when it’s much too late to put anything right.
John’s humility comes through here. John genuinely cares about all the people he’s ministered to over the decades, and he knows his care for them wasn’t perfect. While he’s done the best he could, he understands that a single mistake could have long-lasting consequences.
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There’s one sermon John burned the night before he was supposed to have preached it. It was during the Spanish Flu outbreak, and right at the outset of America’s involvement in World War I. The flu killed off so many that it really was like a war. Even here in Iowa, many young people died—and the community still got off relatively lightly. If people came to church at all, they wore masks and sat far apart.
The United States entered World War I (1914–1918) relatively late, in 1917, after several years of strong antiwar and isolationist sentiments nationwide. Around the same time, the Spanish Flu spread around the world. Unusually, the flu proved most deadly for adults between the ages of 20 and 40, and it ultimately killed more people than the war did. Fear of the flu touched all aspects of life, as the image of the masked churchgoers suggests.
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Parents of young soldiers who died of the flu approached John to ask how God could allow something like this pandemic, and often John would reply that they didn’t know what their sons had been spared. They took it to mean that their sons had been spared trench warfare, but John meant that they were spared from having to kill.
The double impact of the war and the pandemic would have hit John early in his work as a minister, requiring him to answer impossible questions from grieving parents. Though John’s reply sounds somewhat pat, it’s actually the novel’s first hint that John is a convinced pacifist—in his opinion, dying of the flu was a better fate than going to Europe and ending up having to kill someone else on the battlefield.
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The sickness was like a biblical plague. Seeing the stacks of bodies and the local college turned into a hospital ward, John thought that it all looked like a sign. He wrote a sermon about how God was rescuing these young men from their foolish courage before they went and committed murder. He also wrote that these flu deaths were a warning about the consequences that war would bring, since people were determined to go to war against God’s will.
The flu was unlike anything most people would have seen before, and it reminded John of the terrible plagues God inflicted on the Egyptians in the Old Testament Book of Exodus, to persuade Pharaoh to stop oppressing the Hebrew people. He decided that the flu must be a warning against modern-day oppressors—namely, anyone willing to fight and kill in war. Since John believes war is objectively wrong, he asserted in his sermon that choosing to go to war must be wrong from God’s perspective, too.
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John was pleased with the sermon. But he didn’t preach it, because he knew the only people at church would be a few elderly women who didn’t approve of the war anyway, and who came to church even at risk of catching the flu. It was perhaps the only sermon that he wouldn’t have minded answering to God for in heaven, but he burned it.
John destroyed the sermon because he realized there would be no point in preaching it. While it might have been cathartic for him, it wouldn’t have served his congregation well. His choice shows that even as a younger minister, John had a mature sense of perspective, willing to put his parishioners’ needs ahead of his own ego.
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John says it’s hard to understand another time. His son couldn’t imagine the nearly empty church, with the women wearing veils to conceal their masks, and John preaching with a scarf around his mouth, and everyone smelling like onions. Meanwhile, magazines were filled with pictures of soldiers wearing gas masks. To this day John believes that the plague was God’s sign, and that we didn’t heed the sign, because there’s been war ever since.
During the pandemic, drawing on emerging science surrounding contagion and germs, wearing gauze masks became common among healthcare workers and segments of the general population, though the masks’ effectiveness at preventing spread was mixed. The reference to onions alludes to a folk belief that keeping sliced onions around the house helped repel the flu virus. The virus and the frightening images of war contributed to an overall sense of dread and of God’s displeasure at humanity.
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