Man is forcing the narrator to remember his complicity in the Communist agent’s capture, torture, and rape. Man forces the narrator to stay awake so that he can exhume his conscience and admit to some of “the horrors of history” that he helped to commit. The narrator doesn’t want to acknowledge his role in history, which is why he wants to be regarded as a “nobody.” His impure ideology also means that he’s no longer considered a “comrade.”