Finch watches
Violet leave and then sits on the floor of the
shower. He can’t look at himself in the mirror. Then, Finch turns on his computer, even though the bright screen hurts his eyes. He reads his past messages with Violet, but the words don’t make sense. Finch then tries to read a downloaded version of
The Waves. When that doesn’t make sense either, he tells himself it’s the computer, not him—but he can’t even read the print book he finds. Finch vows to stay awake, and he even considers calling
Mr. Embry.