Sybylla is confused by her own tears, and she persuades herself that she is disappointed in love. The fact that she actively convinces herself of this thought suggests that Sybylla finds it easier to be disappointed in love (which she has already made up her mind to distrust anyway) than to acknowledge the complexity of her feelings for Harold. Although Sybylla desperately wants to be loved, she doubts her own ability to love. This is evident in her confession that she loves Harold “as much as [she] could ever love anyone,” which suggests that she does not think herself capable of loving to the extent that she wants to.