When Looksmart accuses Patricia of forgiving herself prematurely, he suggests that people need a good memory to have a functioning “conscience.” His own memories seem warped by self-hatred and internalized racism, however; he assumes that if Patricia was laughing, she must have been laughing “at him” and thinking of him as a “toy monkey,” one that needed to show superiority over the other “natives.” Moreover, that he lied reveals a larger problem with relying on individuals’ memories for accountability—not only are people’s own memories fallible, but people can lie about the past, too.