In this critical quotation, the experience of trauma literally reshapes Ye; after watching her father be beaten to death, betrayal and despair will be in Ye’s “blood” forever. Without anyone to trust or confide in, Ye can never leave her trauma in her past, and instead it must “stay with her,” informing her every decision and response. It is also worth noting the simple but symbolic resistance of Professor Ruan wearing the very items she was targeted for at the moment of her suicide; though the gesture is small, it demonstrates her tenacity in the face of powerful force.