Todd’s Ma’s journal symbolizes knowledge that he needs for his journey to adulthood. This knowledge includes the dark truths that the people of his home settlement of Prentisstown hid from Todd while he was a child, but also the knowledge of how people back then held on to hope even in those dark times. Todd is illiterate, and so he can’t read much of the journal. At first, this is a source of shame for him, as he refuses to admit to Viola that he can’t read. But Todd’s pride ends up having serious consequences, as when he sees—too late—that Ben left Todd a note about Prentisstown’s plan to attack the nearby settlement of Farbranch. Todd could have potentially saved several lives in Farbranch by asking for help, and so this part of the book illustrates the dangers of ignorance and pride. Todd’s prideful attitude stopped him from accepting the knowledge that the book contained and the benefits that would have come from accepting that knowledge.
Later, when Todd has learned both to trust Viola and to rely more on other people in general, he finally asks her to read the journal aloud to him. Todd’s Ma’s journal details how, while life in a settlement on the New World could be difficult, it was also a time full of hope. She writes about how peaceful the Spackle were and about how, while he was a little strange, the preacher Aaron seemed on the surface to be a positive influence on the community. At this point in the narrative, Todd already knows the tragic history of Prentisstown, where Aaron and Mayor Prentiss seized control by uniting people around killing the Spackle and then later by convincing the men to kill the settlement’s women (including Todd’s Ma). But the journal gives him more comprehensive knowledge, helping him to see the beauty of life in the settlement before Mayor Prentiss took over and illustrating that a better way of living is possible.
Shortly after reading the journal, Todd realizes he can “read” Viola even though she has no Noise, suggesting that the knowledge in the journal gave Todd the foundation to become more empathetic. From his Ma’s journal, Todd learns that it is essential to seek out knowledge, facing the truth even when it’s painful, and using this knowledge to consider his current life and imagine better possible ways of living.
Journal Quotes in The Knife of Never Letting Go
I shove the map back inside, slam the cover shut and throw the book on the ground.
You idiot.
“Stupid effing book!” I say, out loud this time, kicking it into some ferns.
There’s a knife-shaped hole all the way thru and out the other side. The knife is so sharp and Aaron must be so strong that it’s hardly ruined the book at all. The pages have a slit running thru them all the way thru the book, my blood and Spackle blood staining the edges just a little, but it’s still readable.
Oh, son, there’s so much wonder in the world. Don’t let no one tell you otherwise. Yes, life has been hard here on New World and I’ll even admit to you here, cuz if I’m going to start out at all it has to be an honest start, I’ll tell you that I was nearly given to despair. Things in the settlement are maybe more complicated than I can quite explain [...] it was hard enough even before I lost yer pa and I nearly gave up.
But I didn’t give up. I didn’t give up cuz of you, my beautiful, beautiful boy, my wondrous son who might make something better of this world, who I promise to raise only with love and hope and who I swear will see this world come good. I swear it.
“Welcome,” says the Mayor, “to New Prentisstown.”