Joel’s claim that he was “special” at his original school implies that different social spheres within the larger social hierarchy respect different values: among the nerdy and uncool kids at his original school, Joel was valued for his musical talent, even as the cool kids bullied him. At Melton, everyone is excellent at music, so Joel no longer feels valued—he misses the status his musical talent gave him among his nerdy peers back home, even though the kids at the top of the hierarchy bullied him.