“My Life had stood a Loaded Gun” is a poem by the 19th-century poet Emily Dickinson. The poem contains one of Dickinson's most iconic images as its first line (and also as its title—because Dickinson didn’t title her poems, they are often referred to by their first lines). Written around 1863, the poem is ambiguous and could be read in a multitude of ways. However, many scholars have agreed on an interpretation of the poem in which the Loaded Gun functions as an extended metaphor for the speaker, while the Owner represents the speaker's inner rage.
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1My Life had stood - a Loaded Gun -
2In Corners - till a Day
3The Owner passed - identified -
4And carried Me away -
5And now We roam in Sovreign Woods -
6And now We hunt the Doe -
7And every time I speak for Him
8The Mountains straight reply -
9And do I smile, such cordial light
10Opon the Valley glow -
11It is as a Vesuvian face
12Had let it’s pleasure through -
13And when at Night - Our good Day done -
14I guard My Master’s Head -
15’Tis better than the Eider Duck’s
16Deep Pillow - to have shared -
17To foe of His - I’m deadly foe -
18None stir the second time -
19On whom I lay a Yellow Eye -
20Or an emphatic Thumb -
21Though I than He - may longer live
22He longer must - than I -
23For I have but the power to kill,
24Without - the power to die -
1My Life had stood - a Loaded Gun -
2In Corners - till a Day
3The Owner passed - identified -
4And carried Me away -
5And now We roam in Sovreign Woods -
6And now We hunt the Doe -
7And every time I speak for Him
8The Mountains straight reply -
9And do I smile, such cordial light
10Opon the Valley glow -
11It is as a Vesuvian face
12Had let it’s pleasure through -
13And when at Night - Our good Day done -
14I guard My Master’s Head -
15’Tis better than the Eider Duck’s
16Deep Pillow - to have shared -
17To foe of His - I’m deadly foe -
18None stir the second time -
19On whom I lay a Yellow Eye -
20Or an emphatic Thumb -
21Though I than He - may longer live
22He longer must - than I -
23For I have but the power to kill,
24Without - the power to die -
My Life had stood - a Loaded Gun -
In Corners - till a Day
The Owner passed - identified -
And carried Me away -
And now We roam in Sovreign Woods -
And now We hunt the Doe -
And every time I speak for Him
The Mountains straight reply -
And do I smile, such cordial light
Opon the Valley glow -
It is as a Vesuvian face
Had let it’s pleasure through -
And when at Night - Our good Day done -
I guard My Master’s Head -
’Tis better than the Eider Duck’s
Deep Pillow - to have shared -
To foe of His - I’m deadly foe -
None stir the second time -
On whom I lay a Yellow Eye -
Or an emphatic Thumb -
Though I than He - may longer live
He longer must - than I -
For I have but the power to kill,
Without - the power to die -
Select any word below to get its definition in the context of the poem. The words are listed in the order in which they appear in the poem.
Wild Nights With Emily — The cast of the film Wild Nights With Emily—based on Dickinson's letters—on what modern readers don't know about Dickinson.
PBS NewsHour Feature — A short PBS NewsHour feature on the 2017 Dickinson exhibition at the Morgan Library & Museum in New York.
Dickinson's Handwriting — An image of an original manuscript of this poem.
The Dickinson Archive — An open-access website of Emily Dickinson's manuscripts.
Susan Howe on Emily Dickinson — An interview with Susan Howe discussing Dickinson. It includes a reading from her award-winning book of creative scholarship, focusing primarily on this poem.