Jade seems to be afraid of speaking up for herself because of the possible embarrassment or retaliation. In some situations, this probably isn’t a bad fear to have—she does, after all, need some of these opportunities in order to get into college and move forward in the world, so she can’t jeopardize her chances in good conscience. However, this also drives home how little power Jade has to advocate for herself given her status as a marginalized person.